As a child, I was kidnapped by people who were known as Australia’s worst serial killers. I put that experience in a box and threw away the key, I felt that if I ignored it, it would go away. I found that it actually doesn’t. Trauma like that stays rolling around in the subconscious, which constantly tries to reconcile it, it’s working on overload.
I did not realize that I was hyper-vigilant, and had PTSD, because my energy system was constantly trying to keep me safe. It was ON all the time. I also had a challenge with cancer. So I’ve learnt that we cannot simply bury something in our energy system, and have it just magically disappear. It stays in there, it rolls around, and it causes havoc.
It’s like leaving a thorn in your thumb. It’s painful, sometimes you can get busy and ignore it, but it’s still there. There’s that dull pain in the background. And until you pull it out, it’s going to keep festering and causing all sorts of problems. And the longer it stays in there, the more chronic the illness becomes.